30 March 2011

It's not time to make a change,
Just relax, take it easy.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to know.
Find a girl, settle down,
If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy...
I was once like you are now,
and I know that it's not easy,
To be calm when you've found something going on.

But take your time, think a lot,
think of everything you've got.
For you will still be here tomorrow,
but your dreams may not.
How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again.
It's always been the same, same old story.
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.

There's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

All the times that I cried,
keeping all the things I knew inside,
It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it.
If they were right, I'd agree,
but it's them you know not me.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go..

I always like Smallville's song. Life is short and I hope I can make mine meaningful to people and myself.

28 March 2011

Recovered from bad flu. Stress due to slow internet speed. Korea? Ai..

14 March 2011

Source: Reuters

A very touching photo behind a backdrop of total devastation. Hope everything is gonna be fine in Japan. Haiti's gonna be okay after the destruction and hope they can rebuild the country fast. I have friends there... Hmmn... One from Haiti lost their relatives and so far, my Japanese friends were alright.

Today, fed up, gym occupied so stuck in the room. Malaysian food supplies diminishing except for instant drinks, I still have lots more available. Gonna give them to friends.

13 March 2011

Bored. Though I appreciate the calmness. Cheerful day with a cheerful sun.

8 March 2011

A Chinese guy called me while I was walking back to dorm quickly, shivering in only a trainer
While others were all in winter clothes.
wtf. of all places?

Have I met this guy before?
Couldn't remember.
Still we talked and talked.
He can remember my name but where on earth have I met him?

Leema

But maybe I cannot remember names.

22 February 2011

오늘 그냥 아무일도 없어
많이 생각 있는데 표현 하기 어려워

넘 오래 안 만나서

I wish I can

I know I am growing old. As day passes, I felt older. I can't run as hard as I used to be last time (I couldn't run continuosly in a marathon-type exercise everyday... haiz...), I couldn't shout as loud as I want to and my sights are deteriorating (hope it's not because of computer...).



I wish I can become young without the thoughts of getting a job, getting into school, my future and many more things we do not dream of when we are grown-ups.

I wish to run in the fields as free as a bird, nobody to see me other than my mum or dad.

I wish there is no classes the next day, able to sleep all day long.

I wish I can be really good at doing things I am good at, designing houses with LEGO blocks instead of books.

I wish I can meet more friends that share the same interest as me, destroying other people's sandcastles.

I wish I can be a policeman or an army instead of a student.

"Age is just numbers" like I always say, but saying it is another thing, feeling is also another thing.



But I am all grown-up now. With lots of responsibility and lots of big dreams yet to be achieved. When I graduated, a quarter of my life will be in overseas, another quarter of it I was day-dreaming while another half, my doings that makes me into who I am today. Half of my life will be in school or university. Half of it will be at home.

This is what I think of. Wow. Time really flies.