17 September 2013

Fed up with the Malaysian government. How can the government helps only a specific group of people when there were other people regardless of race who really need help? A never ending policy. Sick and tired of all racial politics in Malaysia. Sigh.  

18 May 2013

I will persevere, work hard and become a very successful person one day. I will. 

10 May 2013

I know we cannot be perfect in this world. If we were perfect, wouldn't our lives be better? Everything we do is an accomplishment. No mistakes, happy, get-everything-we-want, and influential. 

11 April 2013

The disappointment of failing my internship application last week still lingers until today. Sigh... Biotechnology major somehow does not really provide much opportunity, especially for foreign students like me, to apply to most companies in Korea. 

Usually, the only opportunity I can get is working in a lab. But I want to experience working, through internship, before I make my final decision on what's the next path in my life. Either work or continue my study.

Guess it is gone by now... :( A bit regret too.

The only consolation was that my dream (maybe bucket list) of going Shanghai becomes closer than ever. Still, I would love to achieve two things at one go..................... 

My mid term starts next week, thesis must be written by end of this month, presentation and another weird mid term exam also end of this month too. I have so little time. 

And I began to crave for chocolate cookies these days. I prefer buying at bakery, coz' they don't have nutritional labels stuck at the packaging. Saturated fats, sugar, sodium and calories! They freak me out!!! Ahhhhh!

Highly unhealthy but how can I deny myself from such small pleasures late at night? 

25 March 2013

Life is so full with decisions. Why can't we all live with just a little less thoughts about making decisions? Honestly in the past, I never wanted to stay in Korea but now, after four years, deciding whether to stay or not is not as easy as it was before. One more year. Will I miss my friends here? Will I remember the nice and sad memories in Korea? If I am to stay in Korea then, will I have the chance to meet my family? Time sure does flies fast and so does the effects of aging. Would I be better off back home in Malaysia? Will I be materialistic, influenced by the society here in Korea? And will I become a better person?