Monday, November 7, 2011
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Thursday, September 15, 2011
15 September 2011
How I wish sometimes I can know what some people are thinking, like mind reading thingy.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Monday, July 25, 2011
25 July 2011
난 집에 돌아갈게
이거 나의 원하는거 아닌까?
나도 진짜 모르겠어
세상에서 나의 가장 행복한 건
가족 행복, 친구 좋다 건강도 좋아
합격한 꿈 없고 좋은 미래도 아직도 원하고 싶어
걍 다른 더 가난 사람 도와줄수있으면
나 행복한다
왜 세상엔 사람들 다 좋은 일, 좋은 차, 좋은 집
꿈을 꿔?
우리 다 충분해서 다른 거 빼고도 살수있어
하지만 이런 나의 같은 생각한 사람 없을걸
난 특별한 사람이다
만약에 이런 사람 있으면, 만날수있으면 나 만나고 싶다
이거 나의 원하는거 아닌까?
나도 진짜 모르겠어
세상에서 나의 가장 행복한 건
가족 행복, 친구 좋다 건강도 좋아
합격한 꿈 없고 좋은 미래도 아직도 원하고 싶어
걍 다른 더 가난 사람 도와줄수있으면
나 행복한다
왜 세상엔 사람들 다 좋은 일, 좋은 차, 좋은 집
꿈을 꿔?
우리 다 충분해서 다른 거 빼고도 살수있어
하지만 이런 나의 같은 생각한 사람 없을걸
난 특별한 사람이다
만약에 이런 사람 있으면, 만날수있으면 나 만나고 싶다
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
24 June 2011
I realized that life is short. Gonna be a year older soon. Since I am 20 years plus, I left less than 60 years if I am gonna live up to 80 years old. Felt that I have and need to achieve something significant but who are there to guide me and light my path? I would like to see my future now if it's possible though I never wanted to. Blurred, risky and uncertain. Hope I did the right thing in the past to be standing right here alone in an unknown but yet a memorable country.
Saturday, May 14, 2011
14 May 2011
"Ficare clipa trecuta-n alb
A insemna ca tu fost departe
Uneori ma intreb daca esti real
Sau inchipuit din printr-o carte!
Ma tem uneori ca ai sa pleci
Si nu vreau sa ma lasi fara tine...
Iar eu nu sunt eu...
De fapt,fara tine,sunt nimeni..."
Ce frumoasa e iubirea
Leema, so sad lyric..
:(
Monday, May 9, 2011
Friday, May 6, 2011
6 May 2011
Hmmn. I have everything I had dreamt of in the past but still, somehow, couldn't find what I want in life. It bothers me and today, it bothers me even more. Should not be distracted but I couldn't help...
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Thursday, April 14, 2011
My first snow
It was long ago but well, this was my first :)
On that forgotten morning
Cotton floats and drops,
Littered the alleyway,
Everyone was still
in the comfort
Of warm blanket and quilt
Oh! Such a blessed day
For the sight is too dear
To be forgotten – Oh no
My first ever snow
Little and subtle
Short but memorable
13 December 2009
On that forgotten morning
Cotton floats and drops,
Littered the alleyway,
Everyone was still
in the comfort
Of warm blanket and quilt
Oh! Such a blessed day
For the sight is too dear
To be forgotten – Oh no
My first ever snow
Little and subtle
Short but memorable
13 December 2009
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
30 March 2011
It's not time to make a change,
Just relax, take it easy.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to know.
Find a girl, settle down,
If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy...
I was once like you are now,
and I know that it's not easy,
To be calm when you've found something going on.
But take your time, think a lot,
think of everything you've got.
For you will still be here tomorrow,
but your dreams may not.
How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again.
It's always been the same, same old story.
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.
There's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.
All the times that I cried,
keeping all the things I knew inside,
It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it.
If they were right, I'd agree,
but it's them you know not me.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go..
I always like Smallville's song. Life is short and I hope I can make mine meaningful to people and myself.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Monday, March 14, 2011
14 March 2011
Source: Reuters
A very touching photo behind a backdrop of total devastation. Hope everything is gonna be fine in Japan. Haiti's gonna be okay after the destruction and hope they can rebuild the country fast. I have friends there... Hmmn... One from Haiti lost their relatives and so far, my Japanese friends were alright.
Today, fed up, gym occupied so stuck in the room. Malaysian food supplies diminishing except for instant drinks, I still have lots more available. Gonna give them to friends.
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
8 March 2011
A Chinese guy called me while I was walking back to dorm quickly, shivering in only a trainer
While others were all in winter clothes.
wtf. of all places?
Have I met this guy before?
Couldn't remember.
Still we talked and talked.
He can remember my name but where on earth have I met him?
Leema
But maybe I cannot remember names.
While others were all in winter clothes.
wtf. of all places?
Have I met this guy before?
Couldn't remember.
Still we talked and talked.
He can remember my name but where on earth have I met him?
Leema
But maybe I cannot remember names.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
I wish I can
I know I am growing old. As day passes, I felt older. I can't run as hard as I used to be last time (I couldn't run continuosly in a marathon-type exercise everyday... haiz...), I couldn't shout as loud as I want to and my sights are deteriorating (hope it's not because of computer...).
I wish I can become young without the thoughts of getting a job, getting into school, my future and many more things we do not dream of when we are grown-ups.
I wish to run in the fields as free as a bird, nobody to see me other than my mum or dad.
I wish there is no classes the next day, able to sleep all day long.
I wish I can be really good at doing things I am good at, designing houses with LEGO blocks instead of books.
I wish I can meet more friends that share the same interest as me, destroying other people's sandcastles.
I wish I can be a policeman or an army instead of a student.
"Age is just numbers" like I always say, but saying it is another thing, feeling is also another thing.
But I am all grown-up now. With lots of responsibility and lots of big dreams yet to be achieved. When I graduated, a quarter of my life will be in overseas, another quarter of it I was day-dreaming while another half, my doings that makes me into who I am today. Half of my life will be in school or university. Half of it will be at home.
This is what I think of. Wow. Time really flies.
I wish I can become young without the thoughts of getting a job, getting into school, my future and many more things we do not dream of when we are grown-ups.
I wish to run in the fields as free as a bird, nobody to see me other than my mum or dad.
I wish there is no classes the next day, able to sleep all day long.
I wish I can be really good at doing things I am good at, designing houses with LEGO blocks instead of books.
I wish I can meet more friends that share the same interest as me, destroying other people's sandcastles.
I wish I can be a policeman or an army instead of a student.
"Age is just numbers" like I always say, but saying it is another thing, feeling is also another thing.
But I am all grown-up now. With lots of responsibility and lots of big dreams yet to be achieved. When I graduated, a quarter of my life will be in overseas, another quarter of it I was day-dreaming while another half, my doings that makes me into who I am today. Half of my life will be in school or university. Half of it will be at home.
This is what I think of. Wow. Time really flies.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
5 February 2011
미래를 위해 오늘을 견디는 것이 아니라
미래를 위해 오늘을 즐기며 사는 것이다
"For the future, don't bear the present.
For the future, enjoy living the present..."
I hope I am.
미래를 위해 오늘을 즐기며 사는 것이다
"For the future, don't bear the present.
For the future, enjoy living the present..."
I hope I am.
Friday, February 4, 2011
Sunday, January 30, 2011
30 January 2011
Sometimes I got dissappointed easily because of small things. Am I always an overly sensitive person? I am turning into crap. Should maintain a positive attitude. Never be sensitive to anything. Don't care. No worries.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
23 January 2011
I had just opened my Chicken bak hu (dried meat) and it tasted so heavenly. Felt like I am in heaven, never thought it would be so delicious. Actually the one that I am eating now was bought by my friend, I "pleaded" (just kidding) her to bring back some Malaysian food and she bought back the bak hu and a container of GIANT pineapple tart (GIANT hypermarket??).
Will be eating the pineapple tart for CNY. For the bak hu thingy, usually I would be buying it from Bee Cheng Hiang of Singapore (they have franchise in Penang) and I was kinda skeptical when she told me that the chicken bak hu she had bought from Kiew Brothers was the BEST!
So today, I tried it. WOW. It simply melted in my mouth. Oh la la... Yummy! Now I am waiting for my chinese new year package from home. For the first time this year, I ate real food. All those Korean food... Too common and not exotic. At first it was delicious but after some time, there is no difference whether it is good or not.
Same as the infamous oily Roti Canai, Loh Mee, curry me, Fish and chips and all those nonsense back home. After eating them for a long time, we tend to prefer other different meal.
But today, the bak hu was fantastic. Ngamm! Just another random post by me ~~
Will be eating the pineapple tart for CNY. For the bak hu thingy, usually I would be buying it from Bee Cheng Hiang of Singapore (they have franchise in Penang) and I was kinda skeptical when she told me that the chicken bak hu she had bought from Kiew Brothers was the BEST!
So today, I tried it. WOW. It simply melted in my mouth. Oh la la... Yummy! Now I am waiting for my chinese new year package from home. For the first time this year, I ate real food. All those Korean food... Too common and not exotic. At first it was delicious but after some time, there is no difference whether it is good or not.
Same as the infamous oily Roti Canai, Loh Mee, curry me, Fish and chips and all those nonsense back home. After eating them for a long time, we tend to prefer other different meal.
But today, the bak hu was fantastic. Ngamm! Just another random post by me ~~
Saturday, January 22, 2011
22 January 2011
난.. 내 미래가 두려워
난 어떻게 성공한 사람 될수있어?
나 성공한 사람 될수있는지 없는지 몰라
부자도 아니야
난 가난한 사람 도와주고 싶은데
나 혼자 날 도와줘도 못 해
왜 난 항상 그렇니?
미래가 두려워
안에서 숨겨
밖에서 자신감 있는 사람 보여
난.
정말
그래도 난 포기할수없어
이렇게 멀려서..
포기하면 아쉽다
힘들다
내 미래
난 하나만 믿어
한 걸음 한 걸음 해
실수 있어도 난 시간 많이 있어
그래서 실수가 아무거나 생기면
내 경험
제발
난 어떻게 성공한 사람 될수있어?
나 성공한 사람 될수있는지 없는지 몰라
부자도 아니야
난 가난한 사람 도와주고 싶은데
나 혼자 날 도와줘도 못 해
왜 난 항상 그렇니?
미래가 두려워
안에서 숨겨
밖에서 자신감 있는 사람 보여
난.
정말
그래도 난 포기할수없어
이렇게 멀려서..
포기하면 아쉽다
힘들다
내 미래
난 하나만 믿어
한 걸음 한 걸음 해
실수 있어도 난 시간 많이 있어
그래서 실수가 아무거나 생기면
내 경험
제발
Saturday, January 15, 2011
15 January 2011
Shhh...
Halfway through.. Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens. So far, the novel I am now reading is of less complexity than Jane Austen's :) 그래서 이틀쯤에 책 다 읽을수있다!
Jane Austen's novels are mostly about conversations, sometimes when I am too tired reading and accidentally skipped a page, I will be clueless about what's next.
조용하기 바랍니다 ㅋㅋ
PS. Bought this book in Kyobo yesterday, about 13,000 Won (USD 11++) since I need to something worth reading after my monthly magazines were no longer sold here. :( Will blog something maybe tomorrow if I have the time.
I prefer real books made from paper and ink over ebooks which can be freely obtained. Why not e-books? Maybe I am still a traditionist in choosing paperbacks. But who cares!!!
Halfway through.. Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens. So far, the novel I am now reading is of less complexity than Jane Austen's :) 그래서 이틀쯤에 책 다 읽을수있다!
Jane Austen's novels are mostly about conversations, sometimes when I am too tired reading and accidentally skipped a page, I will be clueless about what's next.
조용하기 바랍니다 ㅋㅋ
PS. Bought this book in Kyobo yesterday, about 13,000 Won (USD 11++) since I need to something worth reading after my monthly magazines were no longer sold here. :( Will blog something maybe tomorrow if I have the time.
I prefer real books made from paper and ink over ebooks which can be freely obtained. Why not e-books? Maybe I am still a traditionist in choosing paperbacks. But who cares!!!
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
12 January 2011
I blog to forget. I wish to start, a fresh new start. I hope I can go back to when I was but there are things that always drag me down. Nevertheless, I will be successful in the future. I hope I will be...
Sunday, January 2, 2011
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